where is my pillar?

2007-04-28T08:00:00.000-07:00

Does anyone know where's the shop that sells fred perry polo-T???

2007-04-27T00:42:00.001-07:00

2007-04-26T23:50:00.001-07:00

Everybody!

2007-04-26T23:18:00.000-07:00

Hey everybody i'm back! lol finally updated my blog after 1 year 5 months. Oh my god the photos seem so not me but i forgot how to change them! -_-" life still goes on but uncertainty came into the picture. I'm waiting to start work at a company but they seem to be neglecting my application.zzz. wanna go shopping but nobody's free. so sad.=( so i shall just rot at home for a while before somebody's free to go out. hehe. take care peeps! *chEERS!

2005-12-29T03:54:00.000-08:00

TO ALL MY DEAREST FRIENDS,

MERRY CHRISTMAS

&

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2005-12-10T09:16:00.000-08:00

To my special one,

I love you, and i'm missing you..

2005-11-17T23:06:00.001-08:00

yo ho!! hOw's Life peePs? mY liFe is filled with nothing else but poverty..so poor hardly can survive..haiz..though now working but with that pathetic charity pay how to earn a living sia..luckily school starting soon got an excuse to run away..but another problem comes..i got to find ANOTHER job..hell..god bless me please...

Kinda missing school days..though got a bastard in my class i stil miss the other friends..but if i'm given a choice i'd rather not to study in ITE anymore..=p

Have been working daily recently nearly lost contact with all my friends..sian..hope u all won't forget me bah..take care peeps!~

2005-10-30T09:28:00.000-08:00

You Are a Down to Earth Doll

You're good looking and you realize that looks matter
And you also know that it's your inside that really shines
You do your best to look like an A-lister
But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie

Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

2005-10-30T09:10:00.000-08:00

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.
You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

2005-10-27T14:52:00.000-07:00

Had a nightmare just now..wake up damn shag..Why is he not beside me?!~___~

having holiday now..have been working in one auntie shop recently..the pay is just PATHETIC but i've no other jobs to do..so i could just carry on doing it patheticly..

anything else? hmm i'm hungry now..but got to work soon..save it for dinner bah..suyu are you hungry?? lolx...zzz

2005-10-11T13:13:00.000-07:00

You Are Likely A Forth Born

At your darkest moments, you feel angry.
At work and school, you do best when your analyzing.
When you love someone, you tend to be very giving.

In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out.
Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry.
You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.

The Birth Order Predictor

2005-10-01T13:32:00.000-07:00

YAWN~~~

guys i've got my new english name..Charisma..wahahaha..not because i think it suits me but i just find the word so elegant..=( nice nice..

my two best friends are gonna take their n' level exam this coming monday..good luck gals!~ *praying for you all*

Suyu told me that she's gonna repeat this sem...DON'T! u wanna wait for me to get in ur sch meh? =/ Jia you and good luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.............

Mommy i miss ya~

2005-09-16T22:56:00.000-07:00

i'm in the state of exhaustion..

i hate it when u give me poor attitude and tell me that you are not being unhappy or watever..

if you have any unhappiness with me just sound it..i'd rather solve it than bearing with your unpleasant attitude without knowing anything..

you always appear to be carefree and friendly in front of your friends..nobody notices how shatterred my heart is when you blame or ignore me for whatever little things i've done wrong..

i feel so sick..mentally and physically..pull me back before i drift away.. for the last time..

i think i found my pillar

2005-09-12T11:32:00.000-07:00

yes i found my pillar..though not sure of its stability..i'm stil glad that at least i could rely on him at times..had been thinking a lot recently..mostly about problems in studies and relationship with parents..which can only be solved by myself..tiring..

school works are getting more and more stressed nowadays as exam's coming..though there's only one paper for me but the circuit diagrams in the book are killing me..i had been hating physics since sec one..you might be curious y i chose this course then? seriously i'm not sure as well. somebody help me!!!

main activities for me recently are lan or meet my two best friends at cc to study.. of course most of the time is being with bf..quite a boring lifestyle..coz no money no tok..no money no tok..haha..

2005-08-04T11:08:00.000-07:00

alamak so tired..~ now in school doing tutorial end up surfing net wahaha..what's everyone else doing?! these few days very much want to play mah jong sia..haha kahkis where are you!

It's been so long since i last met my sec sch friends..miss you all so much!!~ And talking about ITe life it sux to the damn core! my teacher-in-charge here grrr...~fuking unappreciative..she's basically living in her own world..doesn't believe whatever others tell her..fuk.

Just to spill out my anger here sorry for the rudeness leh..=/

take care everyone~ cheeRs*

2005-06-23T22:19:00.000-07:00

so stressed..stressed over school not about school work but to get myself up early every morning..sad everyday nt enough sleep pimples are popping up my face!!grrr...

stressed about my dear thing oso..a bit only lah but i hope can solve it as well..dunno why when i'm with him when they talk about someone i would be very demoralised as in confidence will reduce bit by bit now left a few drops of blood only i think..haha..luckily can recharge some after a while..well stil lacking of confidence after recharging..

stressed about money! haiz dunno how to solve this big problem..i've got to save for around one year for my debts before carrying out my own plan...seh..

bored lah..

2005-06-23T22:06:00.000-07:00

One day, a demon king captured a princess and brought her back to his cave, the princess kept screaming away and the demon king was getting annoyed...

Demon king: go ahead and scream till throat break. no one's gonna come and save you.

Princess: till throat break!! till throat break!!

No one: Princess..here i come~!

Demon King: sEh speak of the devil..

Devil: demon king, u call me ah?

Demon king: wah piang..daylight see ghost..

Ghost: kao..tio discover liao..

Kao: rubbish..who discover me liao??

Who: none of my bussiness k..

Demon king: oh my god!!!

God: what who call me?

Who: no one call u..

No one: i dun have lor..

.......

Eversince... Demon King ki siao liao...

my life..my story..

2005-06-05T09:43:00.000-07:00

Damn it i feel that my life's totally in a mess that i've absolutely nothing better to do everyday..besides teaching tuition the rest of the day is in a blank..the most is to meet dear or friends..this kinda life anyone wanna exchange with me?

Luckily my school's gonna start soon...

Though I ain't looking forward to experience ITE life at all..well take it as a lesson for me and i've got to go through it in order to get into poly..but here appears another problem..i'm quite sure that there will be nobody i know in Dover.. damn it i hate being alone! And i hate making new friends on my own..i mean i'll die on the first day..zzz..hopefully won't get bullied..haha..=/

Take best care peeps!~I've got to take care of myself too..

jUst fOr yOu..

2005-05-26T22:58:00.000-07:00

To mY deAresT...

aLl i waNt to sAy is thAT i TrUelY loVe yOu a loT aNd bY sWEarIng tO gOd i waNt yOu tO bEliEve iN mE..nO matTer whAt haPpenS i'Ll aLwaYs bE d onE tO loVe anD cARe fOr yOu wHolEhEarTeDlY tiL thE daY wE pARt..thOugh u SAid lEt tIme tO proVe iT..i juSt cOuldN't waiT tO teLl u thESe anD solvE yoUR trOublE..i'M reaLly gLad thAT i'Ve fOunD yOu..

wIth dEepEst lOve..

2005-05-24T02:07:00.000-07:00

Tears are rolling down my cheeks now...

Just read a story on a blog..so touching that i couldn't even hold myself back from crying out..guys go read it..you'll definitely agree with me..

http://cheem79.blogspot.com/2004/09/sad-story.html

oh my god.

2005-05-16T01:58:00.000-07:00

oh my god peeps..i think i'm really in LOVE with someone..=p The kinda feeling that i've lost for a very long time.. If it wasn't him i bet i'm still feeling down about the unhappy things that happened recently or even earlier.. thanx dear! You've brightened up my life and brought me the sweet memories that i've never had.. love ya always..

To my Best Friend:
I've really got a lot to tell you..sad to say but i'm really doubting the value of the friendship between us..anyway i'm still tryin to stand in your shoes to look at the things you do..give me more time to understand k..take care always..

~*keep the friendship going on and on*~

Learning to enjoy..

2005-05-14T03:19:00.000-07:00

I'm now.. :
enjoying my life with someone special..
being bothered by things that's happening to someone special to me as well..
hoping everyone who are special to me will have a happy ending..

Anyway... anyone who's a friend of mine are the special ones to me..

Love you guys..take care..

2005-04-25T04:11:00.000-07:00

could anyone suggest to me of how to maintain a good relationship with our mother? it's the hardest task to me in my life..u may not know what's happening to me recently.. but seriously, i am not doing so well i think.. having problems with bf and mother.. whatever it is.. hope my mother could forgive me for the things i've done wrong(if there is any..)..and please please stop acting like a vocano..haiz..as for bf..hope we can settle things soon..anyway the passion no longer exists..i'm tired of holding on to a relationship alone..

i need a job! guys help me keep a lookout alrite! thanx lots~!

2005-04-15T00:24:00.000-07:00

wahhaha...so many things happening to me nowadays..i'm exploding already..but anyway..all the best to myself bah hehe..take care peeps! miss you all~! contact me hor..=p

2005-04-02T03:01:00.000-08:00

It feels terrible when u really put a high hope in something yet it just disappoints u without any hesitation...yeah rite..i just got rejected by Republic Poly..

A feeling of huge disappointment is filling me now..

My future is darkening in front of my own eyes.. I never thought of getting into ITE in the first place seriously, of coz i didn't mean that ITE isn't good, but well..i can imagine how disappointed my parents would be, and how much shame they will bear in front of their friends and relatives.. I'm really sorry Dad and Mom.. Sorry..

Sorry to anyone who had been putting hope in me..I let you all down..

2005-03-28T02:01:00.000-08:00

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bEfore mOviE i wEnt to RP to aPpeal aGain.. sO trOublesoMe i trAvellEd alL thE waY there jUst tO mAke aN onLinE appLicAtion..sIao..hopE mY eFfoRts R nOt bEinG wasTed.

... (thInkIng wAt tO dO tOmorrOw)

tHink i'Ve gOt to fInd a rOom quiCk anD seTtlE doWn wiTh the liTtle thinGs thaT botHers mE anD moSt imPortaNtly iS to sOlve mY finanCial proBleM.

tAke cAre pEepS~

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2005-03-25T16:42:00.000-08:00

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2005-03-21T03:45:00.000-08:00

it'S alReaDy 3.30a.m anD i'M stIll aWake..sIan..cAnt gEt to SleeP eSpEciaLly whEn i Got cHaseD tO slP oN The FlooR bY sTupiD bEn..jUst wAit n C i'lL tAke mY reVengE..mUahahA..~.~

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tMl pOsTinGs fOr pOlY eNtrIes wiLl bE oUt..gOd pLeaSe blEss mE..

nIteZ jYa~!

2005-03-20T05:24:00.000-08:00

2005-03-19T12:45:00.000-08:00

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